Being Mommy #1

Hi Guys. I hope everyone had a good week. Today I wanted to talk about mommy toddler stuff and the emotional roller coaster I've been on since moving to Washington State from Los Angeles on Nov. 15 2014. Since becoming a mother, I've gone through many stages of emotions (happiness, sadness, anger, frustration, joy, etc). There have been times where I would feel overwhelmed with the daily task of splitting my time with caring for my baby, work, and housework. I suffer from PTSD and anxiety so sometimes I can feel quite overwhelmed when I'm put into a stressful situation. During these moments where I felt completely submerged in my daily duties as a first time mom, wife and business owner, memories of my own mom would pop up in my mind and I again would feel the sadness and loneliness of not having a mom to run to. My mom and I have been on the outs since I was 14 and completely stopped communicating when I was 21. There is no chance of reconciliation in terms of how she fe...